Opportunity for Advanced Readers of BURNING FLAME

Opportunity for Advanced Readers of Burning Flame

First, my thanks to each and all of you that liked or commented on your choice of cover. The audience has spoken but everybody will get their choice. The other three cover images will mark division in the published work.

Second, for each and all of you who would like advanced access to Burning Flame, I will make that available. It will be available to you as a flipbook book and you will be provided link access. There is a request.

Third, I request that you write an Amazon Review at the conclusion of or during your reading. The more reviews posted before the actual launch date would prove to be an asset in reaching the widest possible audience and eventual sales.

Fourth, should you choose to do this, I will make sure that on the launch of the sequel coming just following New Year’s 2017, you will get the sequel at no cost in your email box.

Fifth, if you would like to be an advanced reader, email me at oscarcrawfordmedia@gmail.com. Simply say, Oscar, I want to be an advanced reader of Burning Flame. Make sure to indicate your cover of choice. Your email address maintained exclusively and confidentially.

Love and Blessings,

Oscar Crawford 
Oscar Crawford Media

Oscar Crawford Media presents ZAIRA

LOVE AND BEAUTIFUL SOULS

ZAIRA is Oscar Crawford Media's Love and Beautiful Souls feature for August 2, 2016. ZAIRA was born in Spain, raised in Brooklyn, New York,  and currently live in South Florida. 

She is passionate about life itself, trying to live every moment to the fullest. Her children, her family, travel, photography, writing, cooking, decorating and living in the moment are among her passions. If she is not passionate about something, she does not do it. 

ZAIRA loves to tell people that there is hope. She loves to tell people they are loved and loves to help others. She loves to be happy and make others happy. She is passionate about learning. She loves to learn about different countries and their cultures. 

ZAIRA's mission in life is not merely to survive,but to thrive, and to do so with passion, some compassion, some humor, and some style. (~Maya Angelou)  Yesterday is not ours to recover but tomorrow is ours to win or lose. (~Lyndon B.  Johnson) The one thing  she cannot stand any form of abuse; particularly, child abuse and animal abuse.

ZAIRA's hope for humanity is first of all  knowing  that we are loved  by our savior Jesus Christ . She says, "Humanity is a bit short-sighted, and could use some serious prescription lenses." One thing that has driven our species since the dawn of time is our inexorable desire to survive. As a result, I am a  strong,  positive, and determined woman that loves children and animals very much. 

ZAIRA appreciates someone who is mature, candid and believes in integrity. Every day, I work to improve myself and my skills. I want to continually become better at what I do. 

She likes to describe herself as a very straightforward person that likes to take things in stride in a very level headed manner. Life is quite exciting to ZAIRA as it brings a galore of opportunities and experiences to offer. She feels she should always make the right use of it. 

This Love and Beautiful Soul is adventurous by nature. She likes to take up new challenges. It gives her the zeal and impetus to work towards excellence. She firmly believe in is that one should always pursue excellence.

ZAIRA says the worst advice given to her by an older person was to keep your head down and be a good foot soldier. Staying content to be a cog in the system was not true to her ambitions The statement discouraged me from pursuing other opportunities in the company. So glad I ignored it.

Three words that best describe ZAIRA are fearless, determined, and loving. She is a LOVE AND BEAUTIFUL SOUL. Follow her on Instagram @zz0333.

ZAIRA, it has been an honor for Oscar Crawford Media to feature you in August 3, 2016's LOVE AND BEAUTIFUL SOULS Series.

ZAIRA

Relationship - Points of Connection

Love Letters from the Soul

Lover Letters
from the Soul

My Wings Are Still Forming

My Wings Are Still Forming

Be careful what you think of me 

because my wings are still forming

Although I am suspended 

in the marble shell of my own fear, 

It shall not be so always,

so you ought to be careful what you think of me 

because my wings are still forming.

Even in the garden of flowers 

clothed in the fragrance of an outdoor majesty,

surrounded by trees that know,

you ought to be careful what you think of me

because my wings are still forming.

I cannot yet take flight for I am a sister 

suspended to my place, the place where no one notices

and no one really cares, but my time of flight,

It comes and I will step beyond this frozen place

to become what God has meant me to be.

Like a thousand before me and thousands yet to come

afraid to live, afraid to die, waiting, waiting for the moment.

you must be careful with me 

my wings are still forming and I will fly.

A few more seasons, a few more comings of the new moon

and the dawn shall come, and you shall look for me,

the one you took for granted, always there, never speaking,

never sharing, always available and never loved.

You should have been careful what you thought of me

because as you wake to wonder about the stone one

who has so long decorated the garden, waste no thought.

My wings are formed and I have flown.

And you, you are left where I used to be.

Actually How the Potty is Absolutely Best Free Therapy

Actually how the potty is absolutely best free therapy. Carrying the emotional memories of former lovers and friends that have hurt us and cause us pain is like the bloated feeling of constipation, except this time, it is purely emotional.  
   
You know how it is when you feel miserable and ashamed of how you feel but you just can't seem to do anything about it. Sometimes therapy is necessary.

Here is a novel idea. It is time to take it to the potty and get rid of what is no longer necessary.

Take a laxative. Do a cleanse. Drink coffee hot and black. Take a walk and when the feeling hits, begin to smile. Your liberation is at hand. Therapy is ready to happen.

As you liberate your body, liberate your mind. Hande your business. Clean your behind. Push the flusher.

Walk away free. Feel better. Get on with your life no longer bound by what was no longer necessary. This is actually how the potty is absolutely the best free therapy ever.

How to Properly Love a Woman Right - Twelve Tips - Tip Number 12

When you are first getting to know a woman and you are sitting for your first coffee or tea together, OK cocktail, do not be an ass. Do not be preoccupied with the sound of your own voice. That is a turnoff and suggests you need therapy. Therapy cost $100 or more an hour to talk about oneself.

Make sure the woman in your company knows you have one single interest, one singular focus, her.  Make this a moment one of expressing genuine interest in her. Ask her interests and the things she enjoys. Participate in making the moment a pleasant experience.

Do this well, you may have opportunity to meet again.

Need help with your relationships, write oscarcrawfordmedia@gmail.com

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PROJECT I'M ALIVE MAGAZINE 1st Edition

The 1st Edition of Project I'm Alive Magazine is available April 11, 2016. Sign up to receive your magazine now at http://oscarcrawfordmedia.wix.com/projectimalive.

If I Was Broadcasting to the World Today

Honor Yourself and Bless Others

If I was broadcasting to the world today, the message I share would simply say, “Honor yourself and bless others.”

Honor what is good to you and bless other in your doing it. 

Follow your inspiration to do good and bless others in your doing it. 

Enjoy what you do that is good and blessing others in your doing it. Some, not all, will appreciate your authentic nature. 

Honor Yourself and Bless Others. If I was broadcasting to the world today, that would be my message.

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Paradise Found Series Giveaway February 19, 20, and 21

The first three books in the Paradise Found Series (30 Hours, 30 Days, and Love Makes Way for Paris) are FREE on Amazon this weekend, Friday, February 19, 20, and 21.  

30 HOURS tells the story of lonely man and an abused woman. Johnny Oakes opened his home to hurting friend, Maryl Lee Dyesst, fleeing a miserable abusive marriage.  Neither could have anticipated what happened. Friends Discovered Perfect Erotic Love.  Get 30 Hours @ http://amzn.to/1QmXHhh 

30 DAYS tells the story of an abused woman that finds refuge in the home of her friend, Johnny Oakes, after escaping from her husband. Needing time to sort out a lifetime of emotions resulting from incest, rape, domestic violence and, abandonment, Maryl Lee discovers what she never dreamed possible. From a leap of faith into the arms of her friend Johnny O., they discover perfect erotic love. Will it be enough to heal her deep soul level wounds? Will it be enough for Johnny? Is it enough for them? Travel with them for 30 Days and ask what would you do? Get 30 Days @ http://amzn.to/1PH2TiL

LOVE MAKES WAY FOR PARIS continues the love story of friends who discovered perfect erotic love in 30 Hours. Now they are on a 30 Day Journey across Europe to see if their love is real. From the Mile High Club to the Ocean Club follow Johnny Oaks and Maryl Lee's erotic passion for each other explode across the continent. Travel in Perfect Erotic Love with them from London to Paris and feel every touch of love and emotion they share. Get Love Makes Way for Paris @ http://amzn.to/1WsKfwV Read FREE this weekend only. 

Recommended Reading from Oscar Crawford

Reading these three over the next few weeks. Mastering Online Marketing by Mitch Meyerson is a must read for developing and application of best practices for your online business. Gift from the Sea is Anne Morrow Lindbergh's testament to being woman in the 1950's. If you would understand the experience of woman beyond class, race, religion and politics, read this book. For a period in my life, I gifted this to as many women as I could. John Maxwell, I have had the privilege to hangout with a couple of times. The first time I met him, he reached to hug me so quick on meeting me, I was surprised he had this much Jesus touch. His latest work, Living Intentionally will recharge your sense of purpose and value. This is what Oscar is reading. If you have read the texts, let's talk. I am  interesting in what they are saying to you. Comment below or email.

The Synopsis of ReVengence

The synopsis of ReVengence:

What Happens When You Hurt the Wrong Woman, on Amazon's page is good. I'd add if you like fantasy and time travel, if you believe that we all have a link to the past or if you believe in nature vs nurture, read this book. 

There are themes in this book that make it a good discussion group read. Also, it is part of a series, which was good for me to know because I really do want know what the ReVengers will do next. ~Gingersnap

ReVengeance Available on Amazon

Spotlight on Black History More Beautiful When Personal

From Left to Right Sojourner Truth, Thurgood Marshall, Booker T. Washington.
Barack Obama, Martin Luther King, Jr., Harriet Tubman and Frederick Doughlas

The spotlight on Black History is more beautiful when it is personal. It was May 1957.  It was springtime in Kentucky and the family headed north.  There were two ceremonies to attend with two of the family honored. The first stop would be the Lincoln Institute, named for President Abraham Lincoln. The second stop would be the Kentucky State College.

Lincoln Institute was a boarding school for (colored) high school students.  The disintegration of integration had not yet arrived.  Lincoln had come into existence early in the century because of the Day Law, named for sponsoring legislator, Carl Day.

Carl Day had discovered black and white children attending school together in Berea, Kentucky in the early 1900’s.  He was outraged.  As a member of the Kentucky House, he sponsored legislation making it illegal for blacks and whites to be in public school, together.

The Day Law, was "an Act to Prohibit White and Colored Persons from Attending the Same School," was signed into law in the Commonwealth of Kentucky by Governor J.C.W. Beckham in March 1904. The Day Law, named after Breathitt Countian Carl Day who introduced the bill in the Kentucky House of Representatives, prohibited students of color from attending the same school as white students. Also, they could not attend schools less than twenty-five miles from a whites-only school.

Because of this legislation, it was necessary for my father Clyde Crawford Jr. and his siblings to attend the Lincoln Institute.  The only (colored) schools available only went to eighth grade.  My grandfather Clyde Crawford, Sr. was the principal of one county (colored) school and my grandmother Maude Estil Crawford was a teacher in the bordering county (colored) school. 

Emma Jean Crawford

My father, Clyde Crawford, Jr. and his brother, Oscar Crawford graduated from Lincoln in 1948, number one and number three in their class.  Sister Emma Jean Crawford would be the family honoree in May of 1957.

Dr. Samuel Morris gave the baccalaureate address at Lincoln on that May morning.  At the conclusion of his speech, Dr. Morris said, “You have heard nothing until you hear the speaker at Kentucky State’s graduation this afternoon.”

That afternoon my grandmother Maude Estil Crawford received her Bachelors in Teacher Education from Kentucky State College.  The speaker did not give the usual commencement address.  This one was different.

Maude Estil Crawford

He stood up with the deep sound of a southern Black Baptist Preacher in his voice.  He preached the audience happy to shouting standing on their feet.  They were prompting this pulpit soldier to go on and say it, Reverend! 

Two of our family’s great ones received honors that day.  There would be a Crawford at Lincoln Institute and Kentucky State from 1944 until 1961.  My brother Ronnie Crawford and I picked up the mantle again in 1973.  Our family believes is deeply invested in education as the pathway up to personal and professional development.

The most memorable day seems to have been that day back in 1957, in a public school gymnasium packed to capacity because the king was in town.  The Rev. Martin Luther King, Jr. was the speaker that day and the family still speaks of it after all these years. The spotlight on Black History is more beautiful when it is personal.

Monday Morning Word for February 1, 2016.

Here is your Monday Morning Word for February 1, 2016. From the moment we are conceived until the moment our soul flees our body we are connected to other people. Relationship is what we humans do more than anything else and the thing for which we have the least directed education and training. Who taught you what you believe you have learned or did you just pick up pieces of information through observation along the way? We must do better if we are to build a better world. Good Morning!

Healing From Sexual Assault

Someone confides in you they have been a victim of sexual assault. They ask you, "What psychological and spiritual technologies are available for healing from sexual assault?" How do you respond?

Download ReVengeance FREE January 30th and 31st

REVENGEANCE: 

What Happens When Your Hurt the Wrong Woman - Get Yours Free January 30th and 31st 

ReVengeance follows the recurring lives of seven women from prehistory to the present working to end sexual violence through punishment, rehabilitation where possible, and torture ending in capital punishment when it is the only right response.

Please be kind to leave your appreciated review of ReVengeance within seven days of the free download..

What are you doing to end the insane sexually violent acts on children?

What are you doing to end the insane sexually violence acts on women from infants to seniors?

SEXUAL VIOLENCE NEEDS TO DIE!

Email your requests for more information on how ReVengeance was developed and how you might work towards the prevention and treatment of sexual violence.

Click Here to get ReVengeance in paperback!

ReVengeance: What Happens When You Hurt the Wrong Woman - Now in eBook and Paperback onAmazon

ReVengeance: What Happens When You Hurt the Wrong Woman is available in eBook and Paperback on Amazon beginning January 23, 2016. 50 FREE Advance proof copies are available. Request yours with commitment to post a review on Amazon in 7 days to oscarcrawfordmedia@gmail.com. 

Actually Worldwide Spotlight Why Do Men Rape?

Men rape women and children all over the world. Men that rape are all colors black to white and all shades in between. Men that rape are all classes from very poor to very rich. Men that rape are from every profession from blue collar to white collar.

Why do you think men rape. Share your thoughts as well as what you think should happen to prevent rape, stop rape and get women and children rape help to deal with the after effects of their experience of sexual violence.

What you think is important. Your thoughts are appreciated. Together, we make a difference.

Absolutely Talented Women You Should Follow

Absolutely talented women you should follow are women making a difference from their creative genius as entrepreneurs and spiritual leaders where they live and beyond. 

From the top and left to right, learn about Nicole Dunn, Angela Kittling, Beth Martin, Tracy Turner, Lisa Mason, Lissa Knight, Micha Goudeau, Helen Hurry, Teila Tankersley, Sheryl Owens, Natalie Bush and Rosemary Ward.

When I served the New Salem Baptist Church in Columbus, Ohio, during my third annual review, the Senior Pastor, Dr. Keith Alan Troy asked me, "Oscar, do you think you might add some men to your team next year?"

When I asked if there was a problem, he said, "No, but humor me and add some men to your teams next year." There were twenty plus teams assigned to my service areas which included Outreach and Missions and all of them were productive. I have never made secret that central to my work invests in women and children. That has not changed, so please don't ask, "Oscar, do you know any men?" You have to know me to know the answer to that question.

Nicole Dunn loves being a Younique Presenter! Owning my own Younique business allows me the opportunity to work from home, choose my own hours, and dictate the time and effort I want to put into my business, on my own terms. I am happy to be your personal Younique Presenter to show you all of these amazing products. Please browse my website and feel free to contact me with any questions. Younique keeps things fresh, new, and exciting by always adding new products to their cosmetics and skincare lines. Visit Nicole's Online Service

Angela Kittling served the Veterans Administration as a Nurse Practitioner (NP). She continues her service as a consulting NP providing evaluations and assessment plus regularly observes clients receiving home care nursing services. This high energy entrepreneur is also an event planner for major events; retirement parties, birthday bashes, wedding planning and organizational social events. Health care for self and others is important. You can find Angela in the gym early. Find Angela on the Web.

Tracy Turner serves professional photography at Royalme Photography.  Royalme Photography provides full service Senior, Family, Wedding and Event Photography serving Central Florida and Central Ohio. Visit the Royalme Photography blog - Beauty Through the Lens. Message now. Response time in one day. Exceptional quality! It was a pleasure having Royalme photography at my Curvy Ka-uute photo shoot today. ~Daphne Ncozana

Lissa Knight performs as Model and Actress at Porsche Models and Talent, Columnist at Brevard Live Magazine and Owner at Rockstar Entertainment. Commercial Swimsuit and Lingerie Model. Full entertainment, promotion, and karaoke business. No venue is to big or too small. Professional and intense customer service. DJ Services also available. Lead Female Vocalist with Southern Pride. Over 20 years Entertainment Experience. Find Lissa on the Web

Lisa Mason is the Rock Star of all things Social Media. She has just released "How to Rock Your Facebook content Like a Rockstar. Available on Amazon but get a better deal. Get yours here. Flex your Facebook, pump up your Pinterest, turn on your Twitter and gear up your Google Plus- it’s time to get social media satisfied! Lisa teaches Social media training with a health and fitness theme as your personal social media fitness coach, teaching you to treat your social media goals like your health and wellness goals, achieving success one day at a time.Learn and manage social media in under 60 minutes a day. Product services include marketing consultation and personal coaching to develop Social Media Marketing, Social Media Strategy, Social Media Consulting, and Social Media Management. Find Lisa on the Web.

Beth Martin runs Miz B Havin Productions, a production, management,and promotional firm specializing in entertainment. Beth also runs Studio Capture, a professional photography studio specializing in portfolio building and promotional photography. Miz B Havin' Models are an elite modelling team specializing in print, live appearance, and hosting. Our models can be booked individually or as a team to take your marketing, portfolio, or event to the next level! Beth works in entertainment mostly image consultation and marketing for artists. Beth is the poster child for the Carpe Diem lifestyle! 

Micha Goudeau authors books, articles, and works for Infusionsoft. Dedicated to the development of children and teens, Micha serves Faith Celebration Ministries and Kingdom Dancers United. She is the author of "They Worship the Preacher, How to be a Good Sports Parent, and How to be a Good Sports Parent, the Christian Perspective." The word Micha says speaks for her life is the word Grateful. In 2014, she was a contributor to the work, "Living the Grateful Life." She created the motivational blog "Micha Idana" . Follow Micha on the Web.

Helen Hurry owns Kiwi's Korner Transitional Coaching and Volunteer Community Outreach Ambassador and Public Policy Advocate at Susan G. Komen. Transitional Life Coaching NOW AVAILABLE. Stop negative thought patterns. Gain empowerment. Improve Quality of Life. Helen can show you how. Helen using the PSST tool to intervene in client's non - productive thinking. Keep Calm and Please Stop Stinking Thinking. Helen emanates the power of a survivor. Ask her to share her story and then find more than enough encouragement, courage, and personal power to move one with your life to achieve your personal goals. Visit Helen Online

Teila Tankersley, is an entrepreneur freelance writer and author highlight stories that are upbeat and sometimes even controversial. She is a Citizen Journalist and Fresh Ink highlighting real issues and real people in her community. Teila's motto is Changing the world - one word, one sentence and one paragraph at a time. Co - Authored "God Doesn't Care.. or Does He?" Real Stories, Real People, Real Faith. Co - Authored "A Heart Held Ransom", Co - Authored "Torn Apart/Restored" and Authored "Harrison High School Pioneers and Alumni. " Visit Teila Online.

Sheryl Owens is a member of Columbus, Ohio Mayor Michael Coleman's Green Team and the Livingston Branch Librarian of the Columbus Metropolitan Library System. Socially assertive and intellectually engaging, Sheryl hosted Mr. Sulu of Classic Star Trek, George Takei for an afternoon while he visited Ohio State University for Asian Students Celebration. Sheryl is host to Common Thoughts Blog since 2006. Read Maybe We Need a New Song, The Media's Responsibility from 2010, Too Bad We Can't Talk About This, and Wake up Call to Taxpayers. Sheryl is also a founding member of the Raven's Farmer's Market providing locally grown products direct from Ohio Farms. Visit Sheryl Online.

Natalie Bush is an inspiring and motivational social media present encouraging daily love and productivity. In her daily service, she vibes the higher ordered work of love, modeling love and providing how - to direction for loving and teaching others how to do the same. Her power words bring clarity to the activity of love. She says, "Love it. Love life. Love yourself. Love each other. Love God." Trained by the Southwest Institute of Healing Arts, Natalie is 21st Century medicine for a time when relationships with technology substitute for relationships with people. Visit Natalie on the Web.

Rosemary Ward - Tuski rounds out this powerful dozen women. Before there was a word for Cosplay, Rosemary was appearing in costumes of star characters from fantasy and sci - fi films. She drives a DeLorean and married her heart's love, Tony, Anthony Tuski in 2013. Vid of stills from their wedding. Rosemary and Tony have been huge fans of 70's and 80's toys and cartoons their whole lives. In their 20 years as regular convention goers, they have been to shows as attendees, dealers, customers, volunteers and staff. From working to support her dream of collecting sci - toy and collectibles from 70's and 80's sci - fi TV and movies, for more than decade Rosemary has crossed the country appearing in costume as characters. Now she has one of the fastest growing sci - fi conventions in the country called RetroCons. The 2016 Convention is scheduled for September 24th and 25th in Oaks, PA. Guests include Alan Oppenheimer, the Voice of Skeletor from He - Man and Falkor from the NeverEnding Story, Ted (the Million Dollar Man) DiBiase of the WWF, and Ed "the Smoke" Moran from the ECW. Rosemary was the inspiration for my work Nsa Ebors (anagram for Baroness) Attacks the Sex Slave Trade. Follow Rosemary on Facebook MySpace Twitter 

The ladies presented here are absolutely talented women you should follow. Appreciate their work and share with women and others you want to inspire to their own accomplishments.

OCM Social World Things You Need to Know

Desire is the key to motivation, but it is the determination and commitment to unrelenting pursuit of your goal - a commitment to excellence - that will enable you to achieve the success you seek. 

~Mario Andretti

Many women, children and men across the Earth suffer for the lack of things necessary for life. Living without decent, safe, and sanitary housing, clean drinking water, proper nutrition, access to health care and education. 

The hope for loving and productive relationships for many seems impossible. Connectedness to other people begins with family and evolves to include friends, co - workers and others. Few to none enjoy education and training in the how - to's of human relations leading to relationship that are loving and productive. 

To that end, my heart continues to burn with passion to empower human development. My work, the work of the OCM team. and associates create, produce, and generate original audio, video, and print content that informs, inspires, and entertains.

January Activity Schedule

January 4, 2016 is the debut of the Writers Con 120. Each week, I host a writers competition to determine who can write the best story using all four items in 120 words. The weekly entry fee is small. It is $1. The story determined the best by a panel of judges will earn one half of all entry fees.

The four items for Week One 2016 are an earring, a guitar pick, a hacky sack, and an empty vodka bottom. What story do you see? Did it immediately jump out at you? Show me what you got. The is the Writer 120. See the rules. Good Luck.

January 4th and 5th, FREE 

Get Fishers of Men - What Single Women Should Know About When Searching for Husbands on Amazon.

January 5th and 6th, FREE 

Get Lady with the Slanted Halo on Amazon.

 

January 6th and 7th, FREE 

Get Tainted Monday on Amazon.

January 7th and 8th, FREE 

Get 30 Hours on Amazon.

Get 30 Days on Amazon.

Get Love Makes Way for Paris on Amazon.

Book Press Release

Publication Date: January 15, 2016

Title: ReVengeance

Oscar Crawford

Inspired by the suffering of sexual violence by women and children at the hands of men for millennia.

Fascinating Story Line, I love how the story portrays a woman's bond protecting each other. ~Tabitha Dye, Author of the Burden of Trust 

ReVengeance tells the story of Eee Mah, a baby born into the violent prehistoric world where males did not value the birth of girls and even less the women that gave them birth.  In this world, women’s existence determined and controlled by men exploiting them and using them for sex and work.

Eee Mah and six friends survived the hurt that groups of men brought them when they came of age. All usually gave birth to their first children because of these prehistoric sexual assaults. Together, they formed an alliance to take their revenge on the men who hurt women and children. They allowed no man or group of men to harm them or other women and children without consequences. The Seven became the first ReVengers.

ReVengeance is published by Oscar Crawford Media RRP $11.99. ISBN: 978 - 1522775690 Available at Createspace and Amazon.   

Media Inquiries: Contact oscarcrawfordmedia@gmail.com